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! My Stories Have Moved !
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Hi guys, long time no speak! But, basically, Deviantart has made it very difficult to write on their platform, and thus I have exclusively switched to posting my fanfictions on Wattpad, Quotev, and Archive of Our Own! My profile on each of these sites is the same as my username here, @TheIndianaCrew, so if you are interested, feel free to follow my stories there! Chances are, there are a few chapters you might have already missed!
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Thank You For 8 Years!
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Normally I write a long, drawn out journal thanking my friends & supporters for helping me through this journey... But I cannot begin to know how Eclipse works and it’s just made me really disappointed. I’ve spent 8 years on this website making friends, THIS was my main goal because 8 is my favorite number. But now the majority of my friends aren’t even here anymore to celebrate this w/ me.
I don’t think I’ll be leaving quite yet, but I’m definitely going to be more active on my instagram @ theindianacrew and my various other sites. I am also thinking about not posting my fanfictions on here anymore, so heads up. But, I’ll let you know if I make that decision. In the meantime, it’s also on Quotev, Wattpad, and Ao3.
Anyhoo, really, thank you for 8 years. I appreciate the continued support and friends I have made along the way. Y’all have all shaped me into the person I am today and I thank you all immensely. 8 years is quite the milestone and I am incredibly glad I got to spend it with all of you! Love you guys! 💜
-Indiana
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I was tagged. Oop
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Tagged by Cardamom-Thyme
RULES
-You must post these rules.
- Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer.
- You have to choose 10-15 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
- No tag backs.
- No junk in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this."
Tag list:
No lol. Do it if you want to.
RULES
-You must post these rules.
- Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer.
- You have to choose 10-15 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
- No tag backs.
- No junk in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this."
Tag list:
No lol. Do it if you want to.
Questions for me
1.) Favorite show of all time :0
Father Brown as of right now!
2.) Is Star Wars the best thing ever (i personally say no way ddjfk)
Lowkey haven’t seen it since I was a kid, so I have no idea.
3.) You were gender-swapped for a day. What happens?
1.) Favorite show of all time :0
Father Brown as of right now!
2.) Is Star Wars the best thing ever (i personally say no way ddjfk)
Lowkey haven’t seen it since I was a kid, so I have no idea.
3.) You were gender-swapped for a day. What happens?
Well, definitely test to see how differently I’m seen and treated, along with just trying to understand the male psyche.
4.) OTP from any fandom?
Idk man, I’m a boring old woman now. Tenrose maybe?
5.) What program do you use to draw
I don’t do much digital art, but when I used to, I used a crappy program called Paint S
6.) Dream job?
To be honest, I think I’d love to work in a history museum as a guide. Or at least something like that.
7.) Inside or outside?
4.) OTP from any fandom?
Idk man, I’m a boring old woman now. Tenrose maybe?
5.) What program do you use to draw
I don’t do much digital art, but when I used to, I used a crappy program called Paint S
6.) Dream job?
To be honest, I think I’d love to work in a history museum as a guide. Or at least something like that.
7.) Inside or outside?
Inside for sure. I’m a hermit.
8.) what 3 things would you take on a camping trip that you couldnt do without
1. Music
2. A map of some sort
3. Food/water
9.) Do you ever have the intention of buying a watch?
Not really. Had some as a kid though.
10.) Favorite time of day
Midnight!
8.) what 3 things would you take on a camping trip that you couldnt do without
1. Music
2. A map of some sort
3. Food/water
9.) Do you ever have the intention of buying a watch?
Not really. Had some as a kid though.
10.) Favorite time of day
Midnight!
Questions if any of y’all would like to answer them:
1. What’s your favorite song?
2. What’re your thoughts on Deviantart Eclipse?
3. What’s your favorite Video Game of all time?
4. Do you believe in an afterlife?
5. What’s something that you’re looking forward to?
6. What’s the best concert you’ve ever been to?
7. If you could go into a store and get anything at all for a snack, what would you choose? (One drink, one food)
8. Coke Vs Pepsi?
9. Do you have any hypermobility? If so, where?
10. What’s a little known fact about you?
Enjoy, and have a nice day!
1. What’s your favorite song?
2. What’re your thoughts on Deviantart Eclipse?
3. What’s your favorite Video Game of all time?
4. Do you believe in an afterlife?
5. What’s something that you’re looking forward to?
6. What’s the best concert you’ve ever been to?
7. If you could go into a store and get anything at all for a snack, what would you choose? (One drink, one food)
8. Coke Vs Pepsi?
9. Do you have any hypermobility? If so, where?
10. What’s a little known fact about you?
Enjoy, and have a nice day!
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With Eclipse's Switchover Near...
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I’m not planning on completely leaving DA once eclipse is enforced, but in case you want to reach me easier, or if I change my mind later, here’s some of my other socials.
theindianacrew
(for close mutuals only, note if you want it)
TheIndianaCrew
theindianacrew
TheIndianaCrew
TheIndianaCrew
Skype is also private and for close mutuals only
and in certain circumstances email is exchangeable.
theindianacrew (for close mutuals only, note if you want it) TheIndianaCrew theindianacrew TheIndianaCrew TheIndianaCrew Skype is also private and for close mutuals only and in certain circumstances email is exchangeable.Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
2019 Meme
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Stolen from CrookedAnchors
How was 2019 for you?
It was pretty crappy, but it did have its good moments! I'd say worse than last year though.
-Why?
There was a lot of drama that I haven't talked about much ranging from friend issues, crush issues, bad anxiety relapses, a few deaths of people I'd grown to admire, a lot of stress and lots of nights where I could hardly sleep. I woke up and drank coffee a lot more than ever, mainly for the anxiety filled nights. There was also my puppy's health scare when I was all alone to deal with it... I remember those few days like yesterday, and I was already really messed up mental health wise. I also sprained the ligament in my knee. That was weird.
What are your best memories from this year?
Getting Ollie (my puppy), getting noticed by Luis many times, Back To Life's Release Day, hanging out with my sister and having a epic girl's day, and going to my Twenty One Pilots concert!
Any worst memories?
To touch on the puppy thing, I was already going through a lot mentally (i was in bad shape) and my mom went on a trip for a week leaving me the guardian of our dogs and whatnot. Our 12 yr old scared us because she was depressed for the first few days, then after a great day with my sister a few days later, my dog got sick, then did again a few minutes later and ended up sitting and whimpering. I went over to console him and he bit my hand really hard. After, he vomited. Time skip, he was sick for about 3 days total and ended up having blood in his stool. At first it went away, so we decided maybe he'd strained. But, the next day after him getting more and more sick, there was more blood than stool after the blood had "gone". This scared the shit out of me and I had to schedule an emergency appointment all by myself. They managed to fit him in really soon thankfully and my dad canceled a meeting to take us. The doctor had to do a lot of tests and diagnosed him with some pretty rough gastrointestinal upset and legit gave me 3 medicines to give him. And for some reason that vet asked me all the questions? Haha. He got better with the medicines thank God.
What about the biggest surprises you had?
I guess finding out that Luis Dubuc (Mystery Skulls) is actually super chill? He replied to me multiple times in 2019. And, he is just really humble to reply to DMs like that! That and all the weird bands that would like or view my posts in 2019 hah.
What's the best gift you received this year?
My new phone and my wisdom teeth being ripped from my skull!
How was your birthday this year?
It was alright! A bit stressful because we had to prepare for a trip the next day, but I enjoyed it! Especially the time I got to spend with my older sister! We watched Guardians Of The Galaxy 2 and it was dope lol.
The best month you ever had?
Mmmm, June perhaps? My tøp concert was the highlight of June and I made some great art then!
Best day you ever had?
My Twenty One Pilots concert day! My mom and I had so much fun, even if we were sad that my sister ended up not being able to come. I even got confetti and some sweet merch! I also fell in love with Fanta at 12:00 AM on the drive home. Haha.
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Did you change in 2019?
Yes. I learned to focus on my own health more and I've been able to mature in many ways. I'm especially proud of myself for slowly learning to love myself and my artwork more than I have in the past.
Did you get more mature?
As I just said, yes. Haha.
Did your music taste change?
Not really, I did find some great new music though! I especially like half•alive, Demi The Daredevil and the Magic City Hippies.
Did you dye your hair?
Kinda. I had strands bleached and dyed purple again.
Did you get your haircut?
Not much different than usual, just a bit shorter than usual in the Summer.
Did you get good grades?
Thankfully, yes!
Did you drive?
See, I have the ability to drive I'm just scared so I didn't in 2019 that I remember. I am gonna force myself to drive more now though. I'm too old for this haha.
Drank Starbucks?
Yes, but not as often as Dunkin'. I love Dunkin's coffee.
Shopped at Hot Topic?
Yes, I got some Twenty One Pilots merch, haha.
Did you travel?
Yeah. Not too far, but I did travel.
-If yes, how many different states / provinces/ countries did you travel to?
Just within two states, and my own country.
Favorite place you visited this year?
The concert, and a nifty Military Museum I got to go to.
Did you get a job?
Not yet.
Best book you read?
I haven't read much tbh, but The Lost Causes Of Bleak Creek was cool.
Best TV show you watched?
Father Brown and Death In Paradise!
Best movie you saw?
Oh, geez. Central Intelligence or Guardians of the Galaxy (I was late, I know lol)
Best song you heard?
Far Away by Mystery Skulls! [link]
Best game you played?
I didn't play any haha
Most boring day of the year?
I have no recollection of this day.
Saddest day of the year?
I don't even know. The specific day isn't coming to mind.
Scariest moments?
My sister's German Shepherd ran out of the house after knocking me over and I haven't ever run so fast. Thank God he turned back around. That and the day someone was knocking at our door for 30 minutes straight so we had to call the police.
How many concerts did you see?
Three in person
Did you have a favorite concert?
TWENTY ONE PILOTS! AAAA
Did you drink a lot of alcohol?
Not a lot. I sampled more than I have before, but just a bit.
Did you do a lot of drugs?
Nope
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Share the best drawing/painting/other artwork you made in 2019:
.
Did you create any OCs this year?
Not too many, but a few!
Did your skills or/and art style get improved?
I like to think so!
----
Did you meet any new friends this year?
Yesssss! ZenDisorder especially comes to mind.
Who was your closest friend?
Zen, Miz, StrayLuluCat, HONDTangled, sspacee-the-confused, and this gal on insta (I listed them all shhh)
Did any of your friendships end?
*sigh* yes
Did you dislike anyone?
Yes—
Did you make any new enemies?
I don't think so
Did you fall in love?
... I was kinda infatuated for a while tbh Wouldn't say in love but massive crush that was awfullll
-If yes, who?
-Wheeze-, some dude that would absolutely never love me. Mostly over it but that shit HURT.
Did you break up?
We were never together lol
Did you lose anybody close to you in 2019?
Not overly close, but Church Family.
Did you miss anybody in the past year?
I missed my Grandpa, my late dog and one of the people who passed away.
How many people did you sleep with in 2019?
I'm painfully single, how many do you think? X'D
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Did 2019 meet your expectations?
I was hoping it'd be better than 2018 but it failed the test, so no.
Did it teach you anything?
CARE FOR YOURSELF BETTER, INDIANA YOU IDIOT! You can only run on empty for so long, dammit!
What’re you excited about for 2020?
Getting a possible job, working on my art, and a trip we're planning!
Are you entering 2020 single?
Sadly
Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions of 2019?
I had none lol
Last question, do you have New Year's Resolution(s) for 2020?
Not really, but if I need to make one, I have to keep my mental health in mind! No more ignoring it!
How was 2019 for you?
It was pretty crappy, but it did have its good moments! I'd say worse than last year though.
-Why?
There was a lot of drama that I haven't talked about much ranging from friend issues, crush issues, bad anxiety relapses, a few deaths of people I'd grown to admire, a lot of stress and lots of nights where I could hardly sleep. I woke up and drank coffee a lot more than ever, mainly for the anxiety filled nights. There was also my puppy's health scare when I was all alone to deal with it... I remember those few days like yesterday, and I was already really messed up mental health wise. I also sprained the ligament in my knee. That was weird.
What are your best memories from this year?
Getting Ollie (my puppy), getting noticed by Luis many times, Back To Life's Release Day, hanging out with my sister and having a epic girl's day, and going to my Twenty One Pilots concert!
Any worst memories?
To touch on the puppy thing, I was already going through a lot mentally (i was in bad shape) and my mom went on a trip for a week leaving me the guardian of our dogs and whatnot. Our 12 yr old scared us because she was depressed for the first few days, then after a great day with my sister a few days later, my dog got sick, then did again a few minutes later and ended up sitting and whimpering. I went over to console him and he bit my hand really hard. After, he vomited. Time skip, he was sick for about 3 days total and ended up having blood in his stool. At first it went away, so we decided maybe he'd strained. But, the next day after him getting more and more sick, there was more blood than stool after the blood had "gone". This scared the shit out of me and I had to schedule an emergency appointment all by myself. They managed to fit him in really soon thankfully and my dad canceled a meeting to take us. The doctor had to do a lot of tests and diagnosed him with some pretty rough gastrointestinal upset and legit gave me 3 medicines to give him. And for some reason that vet asked me all the questions? Haha. He got better with the medicines thank God.
What about the biggest surprises you had?
I guess finding out that Luis Dubuc (Mystery Skulls) is actually super chill? He replied to me multiple times in 2019. And, he is just really humble to reply to DMs like that! That and all the weird bands that would like or view my posts in 2019 hah.
What's the best gift you received this year?
My new phone and my wisdom teeth being ripped from my skull!
How was your birthday this year?
It was alright! A bit stressful because we had to prepare for a trip the next day, but I enjoyed it! Especially the time I got to spend with my older sister! We watched Guardians Of The Galaxy 2 and it was dope lol.
The best month you ever had?
Mmmm, June perhaps? My tøp concert was the highlight of June and I made some great art then!
Best day you ever had?
My Twenty One Pilots concert day! My mom and I had so much fun, even if we were sad that my sister ended up not being able to come. I even got confetti and some sweet merch! I also fell in love with Fanta at 12:00 AM on the drive home. Haha.
----
Did you change in 2019?
Yes. I learned to focus on my own health more and I've been able to mature in many ways. I'm especially proud of myself for slowly learning to love myself and my artwork more than I have in the past.
Did you get more mature?
As I just said, yes. Haha.
Did your music taste change?
Not really, I did find some great new music though! I especially like half•alive, Demi The Daredevil and the Magic City Hippies.
Did you dye your hair?
Kinda. I had strands bleached and dyed purple again.
Did you get your haircut?
Not much different than usual, just a bit shorter than usual in the Summer.
Did you get good grades?
Thankfully, yes!
Did you drive?
See, I have the ability to drive I'm just scared so I didn't in 2019 that I remember. I am gonna force myself to drive more now though. I'm too old for this haha.
Drank Starbucks?
Yes, but not as often as Dunkin'. I love Dunkin's coffee.
Shopped at Hot Topic?
Yes, I got some Twenty One Pilots merch, haha.
Did you travel?
Yeah. Not too far, but I did travel.
-If yes, how many different states / provinces/ countries did you travel to?
Just within two states, and my own country.
Favorite place you visited this year?
The concert, and a nifty Military Museum I got to go to.
Did you get a job?
Not yet.
Best book you read?
I haven't read much tbh, but The Lost Causes Of Bleak Creek was cool.
Best TV show you watched?
Father Brown and Death In Paradise!
Best movie you saw?
Oh, geez. Central Intelligence or Guardians of the Galaxy (I was late, I know lol)
Best song you heard?
Far Away by Mystery Skulls! [link]
Best game you played?
I didn't play any haha
Most boring day of the year?
I have no recollection of this day.
Saddest day of the year?
I don't even know. The specific day isn't coming to mind.
Scariest moments?
My sister's German Shepherd ran out of the house after knocking me over and I haven't ever run so fast. Thank God he turned back around. That and the day someone was knocking at our door for 30 minutes straight so we had to call the police.
How many concerts did you see?
Three in person
Did you have a favorite concert?
TWENTY ONE PILOTS! AAAA
Did you drink a lot of alcohol?
Not a lot. I sampled more than I have before, but just a bit.
Did you do a lot of drugs?
Nope
----
Share the best drawing/painting/other artwork you made in 2019:
. Did you create any OCs this year?
Not too many, but a few!
Did your skills or/and art style get improved?
I like to think so!
----
Did you meet any new friends this year?
Yesssss! ZenDisorder especially comes to mind.
Who was your closest friend?
Zen, Miz, StrayLuluCat, HONDTangled, sspacee-the-confused, and this gal on insta (I listed them all shhh)
Did any of your friendships end?
*sigh* yes
Did you dislike anyone?
Yes—
Did you make any new enemies?
I don't think so
Did you fall in love?
... I was kinda infatuated for a while tbh Wouldn't say in love but massive crush that was awfullll
-If yes, who?
-Wheeze-, some dude that would absolutely never love me. Mostly over it but that shit HURT.
Did you break up?
We were never together lol
Did you lose anybody close to you in 2019?
Not overly close, but Church Family.
Did you miss anybody in the past year?
I missed my Grandpa, my late dog and one of the people who passed away.
How many people did you sleep with in 2019?
I'm painfully single, how many do you think? X'D
---
Did 2019 meet your expectations?
I was hoping it'd be better than 2018 but it failed the test, so no.
Did it teach you anything?
CARE FOR YOURSELF BETTER, INDIANA YOU IDIOT! You can only run on empty for so long, dammit!
What’re you excited about for 2020?
Getting a possible job, working on my art, and a trip we're planning!
Are you entering 2020 single?
Sadly
Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions of 2019?
I had none lol
Last question, do you have New Year's Resolution(s) for 2020?
Not really, but if I need to make one, I have to keep my mental health in mind! No more ignoring it!
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